It's supposed to be very, very significant for me, 'cause one of the advantages of being here is to meet guy from all over the world. However, I nearly messed it up by going to bed at 2:30 a.m. Though the alarm-clock function of my cellphone did its job and I went there on time, I paid the price: the stick attached to the cellphone to touch the screen was lost. It fell into the narrow gap between the wall and the bed.
I'm sort into two categories: "exchange student from Mainland" and "exchange student to School of Science", so I had to attend the meeting of both group. The former came first. The meeting is mostly about the things one have to know about Hongkong & UST, and most of the information provided are found useful. As all are from Mainland, part of the lectures are made in Mandarin, though most of them are in English. It made little difference to me, since I can understand English as perfectly as Chinese when I'm concentrating my mind. The thing that actually irritated me was this silly girl from MSSS(Mainland Student&Scholars Society). She is apparently from Mainland, and began her lecture with Mandarin without accent. However, she soon dropped it and began speaking English. I acknowledge the fact that her oral English is better than me, which is nothing astonishing, but I don't think it proper to speak it in front of all these elites from mainland. What's more intolerable is that she soon switched back to Mandarin, added, "See, I can speak Mandarin as fluently as English." What the fxxk is that? It's your mother-tongue! Damn it!
Then it comes to the meeting of all the exchange students, either mainland or overseas, in School of Science. I met many nice guys and girls majoring in maths, physics, chemistry and biology, including a few hot girls from Europe and America. Astonishing, the direction of research of most physicist here are condensed matter, but it's just a good news to me as that's also what I'm studying.
I immediately met this cute boy, Tawa Masahiro, from Kyoto University. That's supposed to be the base of Yukawa and Tomonaga! His major is agriculture, but come here to study maths. He spoke great English with little accent, quite opposite to my impression of oral English of Japanese. Furthermore, he can speak a little Chinese! We became friends the moment we saw each other.
Feng is a student from Tsinghua University, majoring in physics. And he's proved to be a capable physicist and an elite. The criterion of an elite cannot be completely explained by language, and it's said that only an elite can judge whether someone else is one. I saw those spirit in his eyes when mine came across his, and I can tell that he's qualified to be my ally, companion and fellow.
Happy Everyday--well, not Miss Liu, her surname is Zhang--is DM's schoolmate. She's from 11th Department of HIT, but she's planning to switch to 21st Department to study something pratical rather than theoretical. She's small but cute, a very lovely girl.
However, the time for me to know them is way too limited. There're 15 minutes arranged for us to walk around, talk to each other and exchange contact infomation, but it's apparently not enough! I wish I can meet more of them!
2007年8月31日星期五
2007年8月30日星期四
A Visit to HKU
A couple of minutes after I finished my last blog and turned off my browser, I received a call from H. B. Zheng, another exchange-in student from SYSU (majoring in physics) and friend of Racoon. I've contacted him quite a lot in July and August to share information, but I thought we lost contact after I arrived at Hongkong and changed my cellphone number. What's more, he had found yet another exchange student from our school, whose major is biology, and is a female (who have a sweet voice)! It really feels nice to find two allies at the same time when I've prepared to cope with all these involving things alone! They asked if they can come to my room, and I immediately agreed.
Zheng was much bigger than I thought, and his mustache kept reminds me of NJ, one of my best friend in high school. While the girl, named J. R. Li, is also a lot bigger, nealy as tall as me and quite as fat. They're very nice person and we had a good talk (mostly gossip) that lasted for 3 hours. Finally Li suggested we go visiting HKU today(as it has been over midnight), to which the two boys agreed.
Hence, everything went as planned. We arrived at HKU next morning and stroll about in it. HKU is not much larger than UST, but the distribution of buildings is a lot more complicated. We visited most of the buildings (not including library, for it's not opened for UST students). Meanwhile, Li was continuously trying to call her friends in HKU, in hope of finding a guide. By the time of lunch, she said she'd finally found one, and the friend will come to join our lunch in no time.
On a first glimpse, the HKU girl is not at all special and can be easily underestimated. She is a little smaller than Li but not a all slender, with a cannot-be-more-ordinary face which wore a mysterious smile. However, when we began to talk, I immediately found, from her breadth of knowledge, viewpoint on some topics, and her way of talking, that she is an elite of my kind, and her ability is not at all worse than me.
Her major is chemistry and biochemistry, but she knew things like wave function and Dirac equations. Her attitude to things like GPA and scholarship had much resemblance with me, and our goals were also quite similar. I, on the other hand, also showed my skill, and won her respect. Hence, the talk is made very serious and exhausting. At last, all the four of us exhausted and lost all the appetite to food. However, it's indeed exhilarating! I'd always been trying to find an elite majoring in chemistry, and now I found one! The relation between two elites with similar skill has only two options: love and respect; or hate and contempt. It seems that the former will be established in this case.
Zheng was much bigger than I thought, and his mustache kept reminds me of NJ, one of my best friend in high school. While the girl, named J. R. Li, is also a lot bigger, nealy as tall as me and quite as fat. They're very nice person and we had a good talk (mostly gossip) that lasted for 3 hours. Finally Li suggested we go visiting HKU today(as it has been over midnight), to which the two boys agreed.
Hence, everything went as planned. We arrived at HKU next morning and stroll about in it. HKU is not much larger than UST, but the distribution of buildings is a lot more complicated. We visited most of the buildings (not including library, for it's not opened for UST students). Meanwhile, Li was continuously trying to call her friends in HKU, in hope of finding a guide. By the time of lunch, she said she'd finally found one, and the friend will come to join our lunch in no time.
On a first glimpse, the HKU girl is not at all special and can be easily underestimated. She is a little smaller than Li but not a all slender, with a cannot-be-more-ordinary face which wore a mysterious smile. However, when we began to talk, I immediately found, from her breadth of knowledge, viewpoint on some topics, and her way of talking, that she is an elite of my kind, and her ability is not at all worse than me.
Her major is chemistry and biochemistry, but she knew things like wave function and Dirac equations. Her attitude to things like GPA and scholarship had much resemblance with me, and our goals were also quite similar. I, on the other hand, also showed my skill, and won her respect. Hence, the talk is made very serious and exhausting. At last, all the four of us exhausted and lost all the appetite to food. However, it's indeed exhilarating! I'd always been trying to find an elite majoring in chemistry, and now I found one! The relation between two elites with similar skill has only two options: love and respect; or hate and contempt. It seems that the former will be established in this case.
2007年8月29日星期三
Finally Settled in UST
Around 12:30, I said goodbye with my parents on the train, and left the train. They're gonna go to the Luohu Port, Shenzhen, Mainland and go home, while I'm gonna go to HKUST, alone.
I still clearly remeber my first night as a freshman, and the panic I felt when I was facing the total darkness in front of me. I still remember how, for the first time, I yearned the warmth of home, the helping hand of my parent, and even their chattering. I've once thought that all these are simply because of the fact that it was my first time to live faraway from my parents, my first time to handle all those trival details of live that used to be made perfect by my parents, my first time to take full responsibility of my own life. I've once thought that I've grown up and learned all these, and that I've got rid of such naive fear, for good.
However, the moment I left the train and headed for the subway station, I felt the panic once more. Though I thought I'm always familiar with the subway system, though I've taken MTC, the Hongkong subway system, for many times these days, but I can still sense that I'm kind of nervous. I finally realized that it is the shock brought by the brand-new environment, and it is not easy to thoroughly get rid of.
Eventually I arrived at HKUST. The first thing I did was to find a branch of Bank of China so as to create an account and to deposit my money. However, as I was a bit too nervous and impatient, I failed to find it, so I made up my mind to do against my parents' suggestion and go to the dorm immediately.
After arriving at the dorm, it suddenly come to me that I have to take a bath. I found that I've lost the ability of thinking reasonably when I'm sweaty. Furthermore, I need to try the public bathroom in our Hall. The result turned out to be fairly satisfactory, and it made me more relieved and relaxed.
After some preparation, I set out doing other stuffs. I planned to charge my IC card, buy my slipper and cable, and go and have a look at the library before supper. I'm still very confused about the exact procedure of get access of the Internet in my dorm. However, I came across this guy from northeastern mainland who offered to help me with my problem. He did most of the works for me. Though, due to some accidental mistake, I didn't get access to the Internet immediately after he set it, I'm still very grateful. We exchanged cellphone number before saying goodbye. He is marked as the first new friend I made in UST.
After that, I solved both the problem of air-conditioner and of accessing to Internet in succession, and sat comfortably in my dorm until now.
I still clearly remeber my first night as a freshman, and the panic I felt when I was facing the total darkness in front of me. I still remember how, for the first time, I yearned the warmth of home, the helping hand of my parent, and even their chattering. I've once thought that all these are simply because of the fact that it was my first time to live faraway from my parents, my first time to handle all those trival details of live that used to be made perfect by my parents, my first time to take full responsibility of my own life. I've once thought that I've grown up and learned all these, and that I've got rid of such naive fear, for good.
However, the moment I left the train and headed for the subway station, I felt the panic once more. Though I thought I'm always familiar with the subway system, though I've taken MTC, the Hongkong subway system, for many times these days, but I can still sense that I'm kind of nervous. I finally realized that it is the shock brought by the brand-new environment, and it is not easy to thoroughly get rid of.
Eventually I arrived at HKUST. The first thing I did was to find a branch of Bank of China so as to create an account and to deposit my money. However, as I was a bit too nervous and impatient, I failed to find it, so I made up my mind to do against my parents' suggestion and go to the dorm immediately.
After arriving at the dorm, it suddenly come to me that I have to take a bath. I found that I've lost the ability of thinking reasonably when I'm sweaty. Furthermore, I need to try the public bathroom in our Hall. The result turned out to be fairly satisfactory, and it made me more relieved and relaxed.
After some preparation, I set out doing other stuffs. I planned to charge my IC card, buy my slipper and cable, and go and have a look at the library before supper. I'm still very confused about the exact procedure of get access of the Internet in my dorm. However, I came across this guy from northeastern mainland who offered to help me with my problem. He did most of the works for me. Though, due to some accidental mistake, I didn't get access to the Internet immediately after he set it, I'm still very grateful. We exchanged cellphone number before saying goodbye. He is marked as the first new friend I made in UST.
After that, I solved both the problem of air-conditioner and of accessing to Internet in succession, and sat comfortably in my dorm until now.
2007年8月28日星期二
Impression of HK
I heart of Hongkong, "the Pearl of Far East", when I was very young. I attended a competition on knowledge of Hongkong at the age of 10 when Hongkong became part of PRC. I read more and more about it as I grew up, but I've never actually visited it until last winter vacation, when I when to HK with my cousin and my mom to buy makeups.
In my imagination, Hongkong was a very tiny place, 'cause I'd only seen it on the full map of PRC. However, I found that it is far larger, even Kowloon plus Hongkong Island is no smaller than Shenzhen. In my imagination, Hongkong was quite a "foreign" place, a city that had more resemblance with British ones rather than Chinese ones, and nobody there spoke Mandarin. To my astonishment, I found most of the Hongkong can understand Mandarin, some of them can speak it very well. In my imagination, as it's part of China, the price in Hongkong shouldn't be too different from that in Mainland. I was quite shocked when I found that I had to spend $5 on an ordinary bottle of drinking water. However, I haven't thought that I would spend four full months in this city.
Then I applied for this exchange plan, and was lucky enough to succeed.
Hence I'm here, with my parents, in this familiar and strange city. The moment I stepped out of the Custom, I had this strange feeling in side of me. The uncomfortableness, the cultural shock, are the same as going to a foreign country. That is why I chose to be here, to spend $20, 000 in four months, and to cope with such upset and all. I must learn to adapt myself quickly to a new environment.
In my imagination, Hongkong was a very tiny place, 'cause I'd only seen it on the full map of PRC. However, I found that it is far larger, even Kowloon plus Hongkong Island is no smaller than Shenzhen. In my imagination, Hongkong was quite a "foreign" place, a city that had more resemblance with British ones rather than Chinese ones, and nobody there spoke Mandarin. To my astonishment, I found most of the Hongkong can understand Mandarin, some of them can speak it very well. In my imagination, as it's part of China, the price in Hongkong shouldn't be too different from that in Mainland. I was quite shocked when I found that I had to spend $5 on an ordinary bottle of drinking water. However, I haven't thought that I would spend four full months in this city.
Then I applied for this exchange plan, and was lucky enough to succeed.
Hence I'm here, with my parents, in this familiar and strange city. The moment I stepped out of the Custom, I had this strange feeling in side of me. The uncomfortableness, the cultural shock, are the same as going to a foreign country. That is why I chose to be here, to spend $20, 000 in four months, and to cope with such upset and all. I must learn to adapt myself quickly to a new environment.
2007年8月25日星期六
The Last Day in Guangzhou
That is to say, I'm planning to set out for Hongkong tomorrow, August 26th.
We originally planned to depart on 26th. However, my father, for some unknown filthy reason, suddenly declared that the schedule would be advanced for one day yesterday i.e. we should have left for Hongkong this morning. I silently accepted this sudden change of schedule, and even announced it to some others so that they can be awared of it and prepare for my arrival. However, for some other silly reasons again, the schedule was delayed, and we'll depart as the original plan.
Hence, it seems that I won't get access to Internet until, probably, September. I'll miss you all.
Once I get access to Internet, I'll definitely tell you the story of the travelling and all in Hongkong.
We originally planned to depart on 26th. However, my father, for some unknown filthy reason, suddenly declared that the schedule would be advanced for one day yesterday i.e. we should have left for Hongkong this morning. I silently accepted this sudden change of schedule, and even announced it to some others so that they can be awared of it and prepare for my arrival. However, for some other silly reasons again, the schedule was delayed, and we'll depart as the original plan.
Hence, it seems that I won't get access to Internet until, probably, September. I'll miss you all.
Once I get access to Internet, I'll definitely tell you the story of the travelling and all in Hongkong.
2007年8月22日星期三
Kind of Dismay
Today I returned all my books, and that's when I found that the vacation is really coming to its end, and that, during the whole vacation, I've actually read little, too little.
It make me quite upset to acknowledge it, but it's the truth. I can have a long list of excuse, I can say "should I go through the vacation one more time, I'll definitely..." blah blah blah. However, the fact is here. After the whole vacation, I've not prepared myself much better for the goal, and I am, up to now, not in a very good mood to embrace the new challenges.
The only thing I've not drop is English. Yes, I haven't lost my skill in English, even made some teeny tiny progress in listening and speaking. However, that's crap. My English has long been in the situation that no great progress can be made unless thoroughly exposed in an English surronding for long enough. I've come to this level since, probably, one year ago. Since then, nothing can have made great difference. BTW, HKUST is not what I call "English surronding", for much Cantonese might be used. Though I expect to train myself in discussing on physics in English, and I do expect to prepare myself better for later life in USA with this exchanging thing, I've never expected to receive the feeling of "western country".
As to mathematics and physics, I'm sorry to say: NO significant, nay, noticable progress was made, if I haven't forgotten some of those I learned before. The only thing I've actually studied carefully is Modern History of Physics. In fact, that's just Inward Bound. I have to say it's not as "comfortable" as I expected. On the contrary, I was kind of frightened when I come across those struggles of human minds. Theory after theory was put forward and abandoned by those great physicists to explain a phenomenon. Some of these phenomenons are familiar to me, and most questions that once confused the all the physicists are, judging now, so simple and naive that even I can give the answers. It's quite a bit astonishing when one first come to know how much effort was spent by the human kind to unveil the secret of nature. That's why I always emphasize the learning of history of physics. If the new physicists don't realize the difficulty the old ones went through in establishing theories, they can never establish their own. See? I've gone too far, so let's come back. Besides, I've neither practised "the Four Mechanics" as I planned, nor made any progress in group theory, tensor analysis and functional, as I planned. I did read quite a bit about solid-state, but I'm still not so qualified to teach the ones in 181-324.
As to my plan of writing, it should only be fulfilled next semester.
Only 3 out of 5 of my requested course are approved, make it 12 credits in total. That shall give me more time to fulfill my further plan.
It make me quite upset to acknowledge it, but it's the truth. I can have a long list of excuse, I can say "should I go through the vacation one more time, I'll definitely..." blah blah blah. However, the fact is here. After the whole vacation, I've not prepared myself much better for the goal, and I am, up to now, not in a very good mood to embrace the new challenges.
The only thing I've not drop is English. Yes, I haven't lost my skill in English, even made some teeny tiny progress in listening and speaking. However, that's crap. My English has long been in the situation that no great progress can be made unless thoroughly exposed in an English surronding for long enough. I've come to this level since, probably, one year ago. Since then, nothing can have made great difference. BTW, HKUST is not what I call "English surronding", for much Cantonese might be used. Though I expect to train myself in discussing on physics in English, and I do expect to prepare myself better for later life in USA with this exchanging thing, I've never expected to receive the feeling of "western country".
As to mathematics and physics, I'm sorry to say: NO significant, nay, noticable progress was made, if I haven't forgotten some of those I learned before. The only thing I've actually studied carefully is Modern History of Physics. In fact, that's just Inward Bound. I have to say it's not as "comfortable" as I expected. On the contrary, I was kind of frightened when I come across those struggles of human minds. Theory after theory was put forward and abandoned by those great physicists to explain a phenomenon. Some of these phenomenons are familiar to me, and most questions that once confused the all the physicists are, judging now, so simple and naive that even I can give the answers. It's quite a bit astonishing when one first come to know how much effort was spent by the human kind to unveil the secret of nature. That's why I always emphasize the learning of history of physics. If the new physicists don't realize the difficulty the old ones went through in establishing theories, they can never establish their own. See? I've gone too far, so let's come back. Besides, I've neither practised "the Four Mechanics" as I planned, nor made any progress in group theory, tensor analysis and functional, as I planned. I did read quite a bit about solid-state, but I'm still not so qualified to teach the ones in 181-324.
As to my plan of writing, it should only be fulfilled next semester.
Only 3 out of 5 of my requested course are approved, make it 12 credits in total. That shall give me more time to fulfill my further plan.
2007年8月21日星期二
Lost the Concept of Time
I know I have no much time left, but I still cannot focus on the "meaningful" things.
I've been playing this game called Mount and Blade, a TPC(Third Personal Chopping) game. As the name indicates, you can knock the enemy into a bleeding corpse flying high in the air on your horse, or you can slide the enemy into half with your long sharp axe, or do them both. The game is rather small, but it's indeed realistic, 'cause it simulated most aspects of the real fights of that age. In the game, when someone is chopped, he'll be stunned for a while for the intense pain, and thus cannot chop back immediately. If there's a bunch of guys chopping a single poor guy, he'll become mincemeat without even a change to fight back! Hence I love it!
I've been playing this game called Mount and Blade, a TPC(Third Personal Chopping) game. As the name indicates, you can knock the enemy into a bleeding corpse flying high in the air on your horse, or you can slide the enemy into half with your long sharp axe, or do them both. The game is rather small, but it's indeed realistic, 'cause it simulated most aspects of the real fights of that age. In the game, when someone is chopped, he'll be stunned for a while for the intense pain, and thus cannot chop back immediately. If there's a bunch of guys chopping a single poor guy, he'll become mincemeat without even a change to fight back! Hence I love it!
2007年8月19日星期日
That Lecture
(It is "Qixi", the Chinese Valentine's Day. I'll migrate that legendary lecture here. It's been almost a year, and my skill has advanced, making whole lecture seems too naive for me now. However, I'll never forget that this is the first time I truly fall in love with someone in college, even though the love does not exist... any more...)
Y, I think we are acquaintances, even not good friends. And a most fundamental principle I hold in affiliating with my acquaintances and friends is to be sincere. Some of my words might make you feel uncomfortable, but I can promise that each and every word that comes out of my mouth will be honest. And, I hope that you can promise me two things. Do not get agitated when I'm speaking, and do not interrupt me in any manner until I finish.
Y, though it's been no more than two months since we came to know each other, but honestly speaking, your literary grace, your personality, your remarks on some of the questions and the intelligence and wisdom contained in them, your pursuit of your dream and your independent soul that can be seen from these, has impressed me deeply. I used to told myself things like: Y is but a ordinary good friend of mine; there's only friendship existing between Y and me. However, as I asked myself to be practical and realistic, and considered the case calmly and objectively, I found I was but lying to myself. Not long ago, I reached the conclusion. Firstly, considerable favor to Y lied in my heart, and I cannot help thinking about Y and missing her from time to time. In a word, I'm quite sure that I've fallen in love with Y. Secondly, as I thought reasoningly, I think we are a pretty good match in many aspects, I'm appropriate to be Y’s soul mate, and you're appropriate to be mine. Thirdly, objectively speaking, I've been extraordinary kind and nice to Y, but I didn't do it with any special purpose, let alone utilitarian ones. I was simply driven by such favor in my heart and did all the things naturally. However, I chose not to mention it in front of you after I found it, because one, you were too busy and exhausted these days, and I dare not irritate you more with such affairs; and two, since I was in love with you, I shall be responsible to you as well as myself, and I wanna take my time to affiliate with you so we can learn more about each other.
This Friday, you told me that you'd been in love with a guy for over 3 years, and you wanted to be a good wife and a good mother for him. Before reason taking control of my mind, I learned the exact meaning of the word "collapse of the sky". I think is quite a normal and reaction and shouldn't be condemned, since I've been enamored of you deeply. Furthermore, I had been childishly thought that if your heart belonged to anyone else, even if you hadn't mentioned him, I could noticed that from your words and behaviors. It is because I found NO evidence that you were loving anyone else that I allowed myself to fall in love with you, and to indulge myself in loving you more and more deeply.
However, I've thought about it carefully. The fact is: there is a boy, standing in front of you now, who've determined to give his whole heart to you. However, if you choose not to accept it, I will respect your choice. In that case, at least one thing is sure: desolation and pain will definitely occupy my heart for a considerably long time. It's a natural part-- if I were to not feel that way, it would just indicate that I've not been truly in love with you. However, I promise that I will never spread the agony to anybody, especially you two. In fact, I wish you a happy life. Because I've I love you, if I'm qualified to love you, the thing I desire to see is your being happy, is your smiling everyday, even if it's not me that bring you such happiness, even if the price of your happiness is my sadness.
What's more, suppose you choose to be my friend as before, I will never mention the thing I said today, and I will hide it deep in my heart for good. We can talk about literature, art, ideals, and whatever you like to talk. If you need my help on CET4 or anything, I will endeavor to help you as before. Suppose you fear you'll feel embarrass to meet me again, I can choose not to bother you any more. I will never contact you again, and I can find a dark corner on the classes of Modern Studying Technology so that you won't see me.
In a word, as you told me in SMS, "happiness values most." If you are happy, I don't care if my heart will bleed more. All I want to see is your happiness, and nothing else is that important.
Finally, thank you for your patience.
Y, I think we are acquaintances, even not good friends. And a most fundamental principle I hold in affiliating with my acquaintances and friends is to be sincere. Some of my words might make you feel uncomfortable, but I can promise that each and every word that comes out of my mouth will be honest. And, I hope that you can promise me two things. Do not get agitated when I'm speaking, and do not interrupt me in any manner until I finish.
Y, though it's been no more than two months since we came to know each other, but honestly speaking, your literary grace, your personality, your remarks on some of the questions and the intelligence and wisdom contained in them, your pursuit of your dream and your independent soul that can be seen from these, has impressed me deeply. I used to told myself things like: Y is but a ordinary good friend of mine; there's only friendship existing between Y and me. However, as I asked myself to be practical and realistic, and considered the case calmly and objectively, I found I was but lying to myself. Not long ago, I reached the conclusion. Firstly, considerable favor to Y lied in my heart, and I cannot help thinking about Y and missing her from time to time. In a word, I'm quite sure that I've fallen in love with Y. Secondly, as I thought reasoningly, I think we are a pretty good match in many aspects, I'm appropriate to be Y’s soul mate, and you're appropriate to be mine. Thirdly, objectively speaking, I've been extraordinary kind and nice to Y, but I didn't do it with any special purpose, let alone utilitarian ones. I was simply driven by such favor in my heart and did all the things naturally. However, I chose not to mention it in front of you after I found it, because one, you were too busy and exhausted these days, and I dare not irritate you more with such affairs; and two, since I was in love with you, I shall be responsible to you as well as myself, and I wanna take my time to affiliate with you so we can learn more about each other.
This Friday, you told me that you'd been in love with a guy for over 3 years, and you wanted to be a good wife and a good mother for him. Before reason taking control of my mind, I learned the exact meaning of the word "collapse of the sky". I think is quite a normal and reaction and shouldn't be condemned, since I've been enamored of you deeply. Furthermore, I had been childishly thought that if your heart belonged to anyone else, even if you hadn't mentioned him, I could noticed that from your words and behaviors. It is because I found NO evidence that you were loving anyone else that I allowed myself to fall in love with you, and to indulge myself in loving you more and more deeply.
However, I've thought about it carefully. The fact is: there is a boy, standing in front of you now, who've determined to give his whole heart to you. However, if you choose not to accept it, I will respect your choice. In that case, at least one thing is sure: desolation and pain will definitely occupy my heart for a considerably long time. It's a natural part-- if I were to not feel that way, it would just indicate that I've not been truly in love with you. However, I promise that I will never spread the agony to anybody, especially you two. In fact, I wish you a happy life. Because I've I love you, if I'm qualified to love you, the thing I desire to see is your being happy, is your smiling everyday, even if it's not me that bring you such happiness, even if the price of your happiness is my sadness.
What's more, suppose you choose to be my friend as before, I will never mention the thing I said today, and I will hide it deep in my heart for good. We can talk about literature, art, ideals, and whatever you like to talk. If you need my help on CET4 or anything, I will endeavor to help you as before. Suppose you fear you'll feel embarrass to meet me again, I can choose not to bother you any more. I will never contact you again, and I can find a dark corner on the classes of Modern Studying Technology so that you won't see me.
In a word, as you told me in SMS, "happiness values most." If you are happy, I don't care if my heart will bleed more. All I want to see is your happiness, and nothing else is that important.
Finally, thank you for your patience.
2007年8月18日星期六
The Proposal Of Chandler
Monica: Chandler.... In all my life... I never thought I would be so lucky. (Starting to cry.) As to...fall in love with my best...my best... There's a reason why girls don't do this!
Chandler: Okay! (He joins her on one knee) Okay! Okay! Oh God, I thought... (Starting to cry, pauses) Wait a minute, I-I can do this. (Pause) I thought that it mattered what I said or where I said it. Then I realized the only thing that matters is that you, (Pause) you make me happier than I ever thought I could be. (Starting to cry again.) And if you'll let me, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make you feel the same way. (Pause as he gets out the ring.) Monica, will you marry me?
Monica: Yes.
I stayed up until 2 a.m. to see Chandler putting the ring on Monica's finger.
At that very moment, I feel like crying, too.
They finally get together after so much of difficulty, failures and self-contempt. We remember the time when Chandler feared that he would die lonely and unloved when one of his neighbors died. We remember the days when Monica's confidence was greatly crippled for her weight. We remember the scene that Monica said she's gonna die an old maid and Chandler said, "If worst comes to worst, I'll be your boyfriend." In fact, they're not inferior in any means. The have their drawbacks, but who hasn't anyway? The only problem is that they're way too unlucky, and the unluckiness, the fact of "Love life's D.O.A." can eat into one's confidence like HCl eats into limestone. If it's part of their problem, it's their "ability of hooking up girls/guys". They're not especially handsome/pretty, not especially strong/slender, and have no weapon as powerful as "How you doing". They (especially Chandler) are therefore always being taunted by other friends. However, they turn out to be the two out of the six who got the first marriage lasting to the end of the whole series. This is so encouraging to all those being unlucky in relationship (including, as you all know, me). We will never give up hope when we fail in chasing girls.
They successfully walked the way from close friends to lovers and finally to husband and wife. In most of the cases in Friends, as in most of the cases in reality, lovers, when they began to fall in love with one another, have not much "friendship". They either have the crush on their first glimpse and decide to be lovers, or one fall in love with the other and begin all the chasing thing without much base of friendship. Some of us even come up with such excuse like "We're too acquainted to each other so I think we shouldn't be together." Some of us fear the chased one to know too much about his/her history and drawbacks, thinking it'll definitely have an negative effect. However, the story between Chan and Mon is a subversion to all those craps. They knew each other since 1987 and became close friends since 1994, and before they become lovers by 1998, they've been best friends for more than four years. They knew almost all the teeny tiny details and secrets of each other's present as well as history. And, based on such friendship, they developed such great relationship resulted in such immortal marriage, this is indeed great. It has a very small probability of happening, but once such thing happens, it can give great shock to ones as "skillful" in hooking-up affairs as Joey. (He was so shocked that he asked Rachel whether they can be lovers "as Chan and Mon".) Friendship hasn't been an obstacle to their relationship as lovers, instead, it made their love much more stable and colorful. When Monica taught Chandler about foreplay when he was with Katherine, who knows she will end up enjoying it herself?
Opposite to "R2", the relationship between Chandler and Monica is supposed to be "perfect". They're in every way suitable to each other. They have almost no problem to each other's drawbacks. Their actual view to marriage is similar (comparing to Joey). Even their shared problem with reproduction seems to make them so suitable, or there will be another family that have to adopt children.
Hence, it's supposed to have this shocking effect, and it's supposed to become part of the dreams of those who are about the age to marry, even of those who are about the age to love, such like me.
Chandler: Okay! (He joins her on one knee) Okay! Okay! Oh God, I thought... (Starting to cry, pauses) Wait a minute, I-I can do this. (Pause) I thought that it mattered what I said or where I said it. Then I realized the only thing that matters is that you, (Pause) you make me happier than I ever thought I could be. (Starting to cry again.) And if you'll let me, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make you feel the same way. (Pause as he gets out the ring.) Monica, will you marry me?
Monica: Yes.
I stayed up until 2 a.m. to see Chandler putting the ring on Monica's finger.
At that very moment, I feel like crying, too.
They finally get together after so much of difficulty, failures and self-contempt. We remember the time when Chandler feared that he would die lonely and unloved when one of his neighbors died. We remember the days when Monica's confidence was greatly crippled for her weight. We remember the scene that Monica said she's gonna die an old maid and Chandler said, "If worst comes to worst, I'll be your boyfriend." In fact, they're not inferior in any means. The have their drawbacks, but who hasn't anyway? The only problem is that they're way too unlucky, and the unluckiness, the fact of "Love life's D.O.A." can eat into one's confidence like HCl eats into limestone. If it's part of their problem, it's their "ability of hooking up girls/guys". They're not especially handsome/pretty, not especially strong/slender, and have no weapon as powerful as "How you doing". They (especially Chandler) are therefore always being taunted by other friends. However, they turn out to be the two out of the six who got the first marriage lasting to the end of the whole series. This is so encouraging to all those being unlucky in relationship (including, as you all know, me). We will never give up hope when we fail in chasing girls.
They successfully walked the way from close friends to lovers and finally to husband and wife. In most of the cases in Friends, as in most of the cases in reality, lovers, when they began to fall in love with one another, have not much "friendship". They either have the crush on their first glimpse and decide to be lovers, or one fall in love with the other and begin all the chasing thing without much base of friendship. Some of us even come up with such excuse like "We're too acquainted to each other so I think we shouldn't be together." Some of us fear the chased one to know too much about his/her history and drawbacks, thinking it'll definitely have an negative effect. However, the story between Chan and Mon is a subversion to all those craps. They knew each other since 1987 and became close friends since 1994, and before they become lovers by 1998, they've been best friends for more than four years. They knew almost all the teeny tiny details and secrets of each other's present as well as history. And, based on such friendship, they developed such great relationship resulted in such immortal marriage, this is indeed great. It has a very small probability of happening, but once such thing happens, it can give great shock to ones as "skillful" in hooking-up affairs as Joey. (He was so shocked that he asked Rachel whether they can be lovers "as Chan and Mon".) Friendship hasn't been an obstacle to their relationship as lovers, instead, it made their love much more stable and colorful. When Monica taught Chandler about foreplay when he was with Katherine, who knows she will end up enjoying it herself?
Opposite to "R2", the relationship between Chandler and Monica is supposed to be "perfect". They're in every way suitable to each other. They have almost no problem to each other's drawbacks. Their actual view to marriage is similar (comparing to Joey). Even their shared problem with reproduction seems to make them so suitable, or there will be another family that have to adopt children.
Hence, it's supposed to have this shocking effect, and it's supposed to become part of the dreams of those who are about the age to marry, even of those who are about the age to love, such like me.
2007年8月16日星期四
Really Unexpected
Well, not totally unexpected.
I knew there would be such a day, though I didn't expect it to be so soon.
It is not the event itself that provoked me. In fact, I thought your requirement is perfectly reasonable, and it's my obligation to obey to it. Generally speaking, it's mainly about that you chose the wrong time. I've always told you that one of the things I hate most is being treated unfairly. Being too strict to me while showing unreasonable toleration to others is difinitely not advisable and dangerous.
I've endeavored not to show you my anger. I just calmly explained what upset me so much. You said you can understand, but just not agree. That's okay. I've already accepted you as a young, simple, sometimes naive girl, and that's why I developed such relationship with you. I just hadn't expected you to be so naive as not to accept other's hostility and heart of revenge, even though I have told you thousands of times that I have sufficient reason to do so. Perhaps it is unfair for you to be part of my revenge, but in this process I'm alway been trying my best to bring you happiness.
Do not forget that I've not give anyone the immnity to my revenge, including you. We have conflicts before, and you know how I have mastered this art. I don't want any war between us, not at all, but I don't fear it if I find the necessity.
I knew there would be such a day, though I didn't expect it to be so soon.
It is not the event itself that provoked me. In fact, I thought your requirement is perfectly reasonable, and it's my obligation to obey to it. Generally speaking, it's mainly about that you chose the wrong time. I've always told you that one of the things I hate most is being treated unfairly. Being too strict to me while showing unreasonable toleration to others is difinitely not advisable and dangerous.
I've endeavored not to show you my anger. I just calmly explained what upset me so much. You said you can understand, but just not agree. That's okay. I've already accepted you as a young, simple, sometimes naive girl, and that's why I developed such relationship with you. I just hadn't expected you to be so naive as not to accept other's hostility and heart of revenge, even though I have told you thousands of times that I have sufficient reason to do so. Perhaps it is unfair for you to be part of my revenge, but in this process I'm alway been trying my best to bring you happiness.
Do not forget that I've not give anyone the immnity to my revenge, including you. We have conflicts before, and you know how I have mastered this art. I don't want any war between us, not at all, but I don't fear it if I find the necessity.
2007年8月15日星期三
Half of This August Has Gone
It is only two weeks or less before I leave for Hong Kong!
However, most of my plan hasn't been accomplished.
This is indeed an annoying news!
Well, I shall try to adjust myself and make good use of the days left.
However, most of my plan hasn't been accomplished.
This is indeed an annoying news!
Well, I shall try to adjust myself and make good use of the days left.
2007年8月14日星期二
Much Too Exhausted & Irritated
It is always like this. Each time when some new equipment, esp. computer, are bought, I'll be "compelled" to answer a great many of annoying questions brought forward by my parents. Some of these are annoying because they are extraordinarily naive, but require a lot of words to be explained to computer idiots like them; some of these are annoying because they can be easily solved by experience and intuition, but there's no such "rule" for them; some of them are annoying simply because they are impossible to solve, but are believed to be easy to solve. Busy answering such god-damned questions, "not continuously, but continually", is an absolutely nightmare-like experience.
Furthermore, the questions are worded in an extremely unprofessional way-- there are times when I need help in computer, but I can always express the question accurately and clearly enough for the helper to understand unerringly in no time. Sometimes they ask me to show them, but when I do it in a normal APM (less than 60 in such leisure time), they'll shout "Slow down!" to remind me of their poor memory and inherence of computer. Eventually, I agreed to write down the detailed sequence of operation, as a practice of my patience.
It is not this single event that annoyed me so much. I'm thinking of something further.
During all these years, I was always the asked one, not the asking one. More exactly, I was to give perfect answers, not to expect them. Of course, I have a lot to learn, esp. about relationship, and one of the best ways is to ask. Practise is doubtlessly significant, but learn the theory before experiment is never a mistake. Certainly, I expect more experienced ones could tell me, but they always fail to give me a relatively good answer-- I don't expect the answer to be as perfect as those I gave them in maths, physics and computer, because I know there's no "perfect answer" in regions like relationship.
The result is, I have to gain knowledge through experiments, and such experiments turned out to be painful and dangerous. Though pain taught me how to endure them, and I have became tougher than before. In fact, most of the people, except for a few close friends, believe that I am a tough one, who hardly fears failures, who can be destroyed but can never be defeated. However, I, as well as close friends, know that my true self-- at least an aspect of it-- is far from that.
I've always been eager to answer other's questions as long as their answers are known to me. I don't mind finding an appropriate wording to explain the answer to some one. However, when I need help, they never bother to give me a better answer!
If my question has no answer, that's okay. Anyway, I don't expect a good answer most of the times. Attitude is even more significant than the result itself. I just want them to notice my unhappiness, and to show their effort to make me happy. Making me happy is not that hard, and all that's needed is simply patience. I just hope that someone will listen to me, accept my weakness, accept my unreasonableness, or even provide a shoulder for me to cry on. However, hardly anybody has done that, and anyone who can meet my demand a little better, such like Lifang, has become my best friends.
Sometimes I ask myself, "If they cannot, or will not, give me good answers when you need them, why shall I continue helping them?" But that is not the point. If such "good answer" exists and they don't bother thinking of them or telling me, then I can do simply that. However, I know that some of my questions are not for answering-- however hard they try, they cannot provide something that is suitable in any situation.
So, the greatest problem is: I have knowledge on many subjects that can be learned through asking, but I'm innocent on some other subjects that cannot be learned throught asking.
That is to say: what I've mastered are less valuable. If others wanna possess the same knowledge as me in these subjects, they can efficiently do so by asking questions; while what I'm innocent on are more valuable, because the knoledge can only be gained through practise.
So what should I do? Suicide and learn the "valuable" things in the afterlife?
Furthermore, the questions are worded in an extremely unprofessional way-- there are times when I need help in computer, but I can always express the question accurately and clearly enough for the helper to understand unerringly in no time. Sometimes they ask me to show them, but when I do it in a normal APM (less than 60 in such leisure time), they'll shout "Slow down!" to remind me of their poor memory and inherence of computer. Eventually, I agreed to write down the detailed sequence of operation, as a practice of my patience.
It is not this single event that annoyed me so much. I'm thinking of something further.
During all these years, I was always the asked one, not the asking one. More exactly, I was to give perfect answers, not to expect them. Of course, I have a lot to learn, esp. about relationship, and one of the best ways is to ask. Practise is doubtlessly significant, but learn the theory before experiment is never a mistake. Certainly, I expect more experienced ones could tell me, but they always fail to give me a relatively good answer-- I don't expect the answer to be as perfect as those I gave them in maths, physics and computer, because I know there's no "perfect answer" in regions like relationship.
The result is, I have to gain knowledge through experiments, and such experiments turned out to be painful and dangerous. Though pain taught me how to endure them, and I have became tougher than before. In fact, most of the people, except for a few close friends, believe that I am a tough one, who hardly fears failures, who can be destroyed but can never be defeated. However, I, as well as close friends, know that my true self-- at least an aspect of it-- is far from that.
I've always been eager to answer other's questions as long as their answers are known to me. I don't mind finding an appropriate wording to explain the answer to some one. However, when I need help, they never bother to give me a better answer!
If my question has no answer, that's okay. Anyway, I don't expect a good answer most of the times. Attitude is even more significant than the result itself. I just want them to notice my unhappiness, and to show their effort to make me happy. Making me happy is not that hard, and all that's needed is simply patience. I just hope that someone will listen to me, accept my weakness, accept my unreasonableness, or even provide a shoulder for me to cry on. However, hardly anybody has done that, and anyone who can meet my demand a little better, such like Lifang, has become my best friends.
Sometimes I ask myself, "If they cannot, or will not, give me good answers when you need them, why shall I continue helping them?" But that is not the point. If such "good answer" exists and they don't bother thinking of them or telling me, then I can do simply that. However, I know that some of my questions are not for answering-- however hard they try, they cannot provide something that is suitable in any situation.
So, the greatest problem is: I have knowledge on many subjects that can be learned through asking, but I'm innocent on some other subjects that cannot be learned throught asking.
That is to say: what I've mastered are less valuable. If others wanna possess the same knowledge as me in these subjects, they can efficiently do so by asking questions; while what I'm innocent on are more valuable, because the knoledge can only be gained through practise.
So what should I do? Suicide and learn the "valuable" things in the afterlife?
2007年8月13日星期一
The Get-Together II
As I said, I went to the get-together of the legendary "Zhixin Group of Olymics Competition of Information Technology" this night.
Before going to the get-together, I went with my parents to buy my father a new laptop, so that I can bring his to Hong Kong. However, I just tag along with them indifferently, for I don't want any conflict. The weather is really bad today, making my emotion bad, too. After we agreed on the choice of laptop, I went to the nearby bus-stop and took a bus to Zhixin Middle School.
I was a bit later than the appointed time, and I expected them to be all there waiting. Therefore, when I arrived to find none of them is there, I felt much released. However, when 20 minutes has passed and still nobody was there, I began to get mad--I've been standing in the rain with a poor umbrella for such a god-damned long time! I sent an SMS to the Semi-male, whose reply was made up of only two words, "Come in".
Finding that I am at the door of Zhixin Restaurant (not canteen!), I knew that he could see me, and was asking me to get in. I followed his order immediately, and found him sitting at one of the tables. He told me that Fly mistaked 5:30 as 6:30 and so she announced her master Talentljl, that they were on the way, and that there would be 5 today as Fish was travelling in Beijing and XJX working in University Town. So I have to wait with him, until I grew both impatient and hungry, and ordered so food to eat while waiting.
Fly came a little earlier than I have expected. She was still short and a little fat, but had become quite a little more beautiful. To my astonishment, her breast seemed to have shrinked much--she was D-Cup in middle school! We decided to go, and to ask the others to go to Cash Box directly.
Finally all 5 people-- 4 guys and 1 girl-- arrived, by the time of 7. Then we began the crazy Kara OK. Most of the songs were by Jay or F.I.R, am I'd learned not to astonish for their skill of singing. In fact, it is one of the few cases when I found everyone around me are better elites than me.
During this, my mother contact me twice. She called me up at about 8 to tell me that it was raining cats and dogs outside, and I shouldn't go home too soon. Then she sent me an SMS at about 9, "If the rain has stopped, come back earlier." But I neglected it. Kara OK is a great way to release pressure and depression, so I just wanna sing on.
I left at around 10:30, and took a taxi back home for it was too late to catch a bus.
Before going to the get-together, I went with my parents to buy my father a new laptop, so that I can bring his to Hong Kong. However, I just tag along with them indifferently, for I don't want any conflict. The weather is really bad today, making my emotion bad, too. After we agreed on the choice of laptop, I went to the nearby bus-stop and took a bus to Zhixin Middle School.
I was a bit later than the appointed time, and I expected them to be all there waiting. Therefore, when I arrived to find none of them is there, I felt much released. However, when 20 minutes has passed and still nobody was there, I began to get mad--I've been standing in the rain with a poor umbrella for such a god-damned long time! I sent an SMS to the Semi-male, whose reply was made up of only two words, "Come in".
Finding that I am at the door of Zhixin Restaurant (not canteen!), I knew that he could see me, and was asking me to get in. I followed his order immediately, and found him sitting at one of the tables. He told me that Fly mistaked 5:30 as 6:30 and so she announced her master Talentljl, that they were on the way, and that there would be 5 today as Fish was travelling in Beijing and XJX working in University Town. So I have to wait with him, until I grew both impatient and hungry, and ordered so food to eat while waiting.
Fly came a little earlier than I have expected. She was still short and a little fat, but had become quite a little more beautiful. To my astonishment, her breast seemed to have shrinked much--she was D-Cup in middle school! We decided to go, and to ask the others to go to Cash Box directly.
Finally all 5 people-- 4 guys and 1 girl-- arrived, by the time of 7. Then we began the crazy Kara OK. Most of the songs were by Jay or F.I.R, am I'd learned not to astonish for their skill of singing. In fact, it is one of the few cases when I found everyone around me are better elites than me.
During this, my mother contact me twice. She called me up at about 8 to tell me that it was raining cats and dogs outside, and I shouldn't go home too soon. Then she sent me an SMS at about 9, "If the rain has stopped, come back earlier." But I neglected it. Kara OK is a great way to release pressure and depression, so I just wanna sing on.
I left at around 10:30, and took a taxi back home for it was too late to catch a bus.
2007年8月12日星期日
The Get-Together I
Today is almost totally spent with my former classmates.
First of all, it is the ones in primary school. Since 13, I've always declared that I hate primary school and all of my classmates. I've always been exaggerating how my potential was neglected, how I was being discriminated for my mark in exams, and how I turned out to be the best in all of my classmates, as a revenge. However, that was more or less unfair. In fact, though I've suffered quite a bit for failing to achieve good mark in exams, I receive some honor in several other competitions, and my talent was acknowledged by teachers. As to the "best in all" thing, I never confirmed it, as I lost contact with many of my classmates after graduating. (Though, after recovering contact with most of them, I found that, academically, I AM the best student--among those in China.) I remembered most of their names quite well, especially girls, not because I hate them or something, but because the girls are part of my wet dreams and the stories I made up for masturbation. In fact, I began to make up specific stories, number them (24 in total), and use them in masturbation since 12. 6 out of 12 of my classmates in primary school are part of several stories since then. In 8 years, many stories are abandoned, some other has their heroines changed, but the 6 of them, though participate in different sexual acts in the stories, has remained till now. I may write some of these erotic stories out someday.
Today there are four of us. 3 of us are boys, Jack, Eddie and me. The girl is one of the six: Fiona. She's in London now, majoring in "Fashion Management" (it kept reminds me of the career of Rachel). After all these years, her apperance hasn't changed much, so is her personality and way of speaking. Hence, she is qualified to remain in the stories. We talked a lot, laughed a lot and ate a lot. The most important topic is, needless to say, relationship. Fiona began it by actively asking whether I have a girlfriend, and I responsed in the vague style and asked the other three the same question. The subject was soon focused on the "rumors" in primary school. They kept gibbering things like "You fall in love with blah blah blah in 4th grade". I'm astonished that they noticed the subtle relationship between Helen and me, and correctedly pointed out my crush on Lucy, though it seemed that they know nothing about Ivy and me. (All three are in those six girls, and the other two are Alice and Lily. The ones that are not in the list needn't dismay.) We took photos as well.
Then I went out with Zhi. As Zhi is my best friend in middle school, and the only one that kept close contact with me after graduating, I'll write another article on our friendship some day. I just want to say here that we had a good talk, though not perfect, for I was kind of exhausted before meeting him.
First of all, it is the ones in primary school. Since 13, I've always declared that I hate primary school and all of my classmates. I've always been exaggerating how my potential was neglected, how I was being discriminated for my mark in exams, and how I turned out to be the best in all of my classmates, as a revenge. However, that was more or less unfair. In fact, though I've suffered quite a bit for failing to achieve good mark in exams, I receive some honor in several other competitions, and my talent was acknowledged by teachers. As to the "best in all" thing, I never confirmed it, as I lost contact with many of my classmates after graduating. (Though, after recovering contact with most of them, I found that, academically, I AM the best student--among those in China.) I remembered most of their names quite well, especially girls, not because I hate them or something, but because the girls are part of my wet dreams and the stories I made up for masturbation. In fact, I began to make up specific stories, number them (24 in total), and use them in masturbation since 12. 6 out of 12 of my classmates in primary school are part of several stories since then. In 8 years, many stories are abandoned, some other has their heroines changed, but the 6 of them, though participate in different sexual acts in the stories, has remained till now. I may write some of these erotic stories out someday.
Today there are four of us. 3 of us are boys, Jack, Eddie and me. The girl is one of the six: Fiona. She's in London now, majoring in "Fashion Management" (it kept reminds me of the career of Rachel). After all these years, her apperance hasn't changed much, so is her personality and way of speaking. Hence, she is qualified to remain in the stories. We talked a lot, laughed a lot and ate a lot. The most important topic is, needless to say, relationship. Fiona began it by actively asking whether I have a girlfriend, and I responsed in the vague style and asked the other three the same question. The subject was soon focused on the "rumors" in primary school. They kept gibbering things like "You fall in love with blah blah blah in 4th grade". I'm astonished that they noticed the subtle relationship between Helen and me, and correctedly pointed out my crush on Lucy, though it seemed that they know nothing about Ivy and me. (All three are in those six girls, and the other two are Alice and Lily. The ones that are not in the list needn't dismay.) We took photos as well.
Then I went out with Zhi. As Zhi is my best friend in middle school, and the only one that kept close contact with me after graduating, I'll write another article on our friendship some day. I just want to say here that we had a good talk, though not perfect, for I was kind of exhausted before meeting him.
2007年8月10日星期五
Questionnaire, Seriou This Time
Well, I wonder if Lifang (Bouncing Fish) appointed me to do it because of reading my post on 4th. In fact, I DO NOT expect any girl to read that, it's for the boys and does not represent my true idea. Well, as my best female friend has appointed me (and am I the first male in the appointing sequence?) I'll finish it within 24 hours after the appointment, that is, I have no more than an hour. So, here we go!
1. What is the thing you enjoy most?
Reading classic physics books in an undisturbed environment, and going for a walk with Lifang in a quiet night of any season.
2. Do you think a couple can still be friends after breaking up?
It is possible, but it requires the endeavor of both sides, and friendship will never be quite resumed.
3. How do you know you're in love with someone?
If her name keeps jumping into my head, anytime, anywhere; if the harder I try to push her out of my head, the vivider her image become, I'll know it.
4. What it you find the one you love most sleeping deeply in front of you?
Sit aside and watch this scene quitely, to enjoy such golden moment.
5. What do you expect most from your friends?
The permission to expose my weakness and depression SAFELY.
6. Which place do you want to be most?
My answer happened to be very similar to Lifang's, so we can be there together if there is such a place.
7. What is the question that confuse you most recently?
What is the distance between me and the author of an SCI paper? What exactly shall I do to cover the distance? Shortsighted, huh?
8. What is the thing that moved you most?
In senior 1, the English teacher wrote the comment in my first composition, "I believe that, given time and endeavor, you'll be the best English learner in our school", despite the fact that I only ranked 40 in this 50-student class.
9. What is the teleplay you love most?
If you can include Situation Comics, I'll say Friends.
10.What is the song you love the best?
Dream Pursuer among Chinese songs, and Yesterday Once More among English ones.
11.What is the happiest thing you come across recently?
Someone specially came to Zhuhai for no other than me and my little wish, and gave me...see my blog of July 20th.
12.What do you want to say to your loved one(s)?
I'll be there for you, whatever comes to us.
13.If you can inverse the flow of time, what, and to whom, do you want to say?
I'll take back all those burning words I spoke to Lifang in April and May, for that's one of the few things I utterly regret for.
14.What if you come across the one you hate?
Neglect him/her.
15.What is the thing you desire most to realize?
I and the ones I cares can find out and fulfill their respective goals of life.
16.What am I like in you eyes?
Good-tempered, gentle, not without intelligence?
17.What is the most memorable time in your life?
The days with my gangs of little friends, and the days I fought for NMT.
18. What are you expecting these days?
Being able to devote all my effort on academic, without being distracted by trival things.
19.Do you believe in fate?
I believe that, if you're determined enough, even fate can be "modified".
20.If you can have a supernatural ability, which will you choose?
Ultra-intelligence, of course.
21.What will you wear if you are to meet the loved one?
Act like a gentleman, and try to appear as mature as possible.
22.Which colour will you choose if you're not sure which is the best?
Orange, or red in winter.
23.Who is the one you love (secretly)?
Privacy, sorry.
24.Which is the movie you love most?
Star Wars.
25.Which is the food you love most?
Various kinds of meat.
26.How to reveal yourself in front of the one you love?
It depends on what she is like, but I prefer to be a little more straightforward.
27.What if your loved one no longer loves you?
If it is her deliberate choice, I'll let her go.
28.Do you care other's impression of you? Will you abandon your loved people or object for other's objection?
During all these years, I've been endeavouring make it possible for me to say "no" to both questions.
29.Are you satisfied with your lover? If you're single, do you want to stop being single?
I'm so satisfied with the current situation.
30.How long will you wait if she's late?
I don't know, but I've waited for 45 minutes once.
31.What is it like to love someone?
Support her to reach her own goal, make her happy, be ready to provide my shoulder or chest when she needs one to lean on.
32.When will you think of me?
What if I say "please refer to the answer of question No.3"?
33.What's your major goal in 2007?
Set out preparing for my first paper.
34.What is the purpose of being a human?
Conscience.
35.What if the one you love have no money? Will you marry him/her?
It is a question for girls mainly. If my lover despise me for my poverty, I'll not beg her to marry me.
36.What are friends like?
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
37.How to refuse the pursuers?
Again, it is a question for girls mainly. If I'm pursued by someone I don't love, I'll give her a chance to prove herself. If she still fail to affect me, I'll tell her about it while make every effort to reduce her pain.
38.What animal do you want to be the most?
Pussy cat.
39.What if you come across your ex-girlfriend when you're with your current?
Introduce them to each other.
40.What do you do in depression?
Tell someone I expect to be able to understand me. If there's not such one, I'll read like mad.
41.Which place is most suitable to sit staring blankly?
Anywhere, but I had better be alone.
42.Do you have any experience of "learn to value after lost"?
There's many such case, sorry for incapale of listing them here.
43.What is your impression of the word "psychology"?
An art to look inside others' heart.
44.Which kind of opposite-sex can provoke your imagination?
Gentle, elegant ones.
45.What did you do on St. Valentine's Day this year?
I visited Zhuhai Campus of SYSU with my parents and my cousin, believe or not.
46.What is the greatest change in you recently?
I don't know...
47.How long would you like to live?
I want to live until there's nothing fresh in this world for me.
48.Do you miss me these days? What exactly do you miss me for?
The answer will be too vague to be given here...I'll tell you when we meet next time.
49.What is your difference from others?
If I'm provoked, I'll devote in the conflict at all cost, even at the cost of friendship.
50.Recommend a book that you think is the best?
There's no such "best" book!
1. What is the thing you enjoy most?
Reading classic physics books in an undisturbed environment, and going for a walk with Lifang in a quiet night of any season.
2. Do you think a couple can still be friends after breaking up?
It is possible, but it requires the endeavor of both sides, and friendship will never be quite resumed.
3. How do you know you're in love with someone?
If her name keeps jumping into my head, anytime, anywhere; if the harder I try to push her out of my head, the vivider her image become, I'll know it.
4. What it you find the one you love most sleeping deeply in front of you?
Sit aside and watch this scene quitely, to enjoy such golden moment.
5. What do you expect most from your friends?
The permission to expose my weakness and depression SAFELY.
6. Which place do you want to be most?
My answer happened to be very similar to Lifang's, so we can be there together if there is such a place.
7. What is the question that confuse you most recently?
What is the distance between me and the author of an SCI paper? What exactly shall I do to cover the distance? Shortsighted, huh?
8. What is the thing that moved you most?
In senior 1, the English teacher wrote the comment in my first composition, "I believe that, given time and endeavor, you'll be the best English learner in our school", despite the fact that I only ranked 40 in this 50-student class.
9. What is the teleplay you love most?
If you can include Situation Comics, I'll say Friends.
10.What is the song you love the best?
Dream Pursuer among Chinese songs, and Yesterday Once More among English ones.
11.What is the happiest thing you come across recently?
Someone specially came to Zhuhai for no other than me and my little wish, and gave me...see my blog of July 20th.
12.What do you want to say to your loved one(s)?
I'll be there for you, whatever comes to us.
13.If you can inverse the flow of time, what, and to whom, do you want to say?
I'll take back all those burning words I spoke to Lifang in April and May, for that's one of the few things I utterly regret for.
14.What if you come across the one you hate?
Neglect him/her.
15.What is the thing you desire most to realize?
I and the ones I cares can find out and fulfill their respective goals of life.
16.What am I like in you eyes?
Good-tempered, gentle, not without intelligence?
17.What is the most memorable time in your life?
The days with my gangs of little friends, and the days I fought for NMT.
18. What are you expecting these days?
Being able to devote all my effort on academic, without being distracted by trival things.
19.Do you believe in fate?
I believe that, if you're determined enough, even fate can be "modified".
20.If you can have a supernatural ability, which will you choose?
Ultra-intelligence, of course.
21.What will you wear if you are to meet the loved one?
Act like a gentleman, and try to appear as mature as possible.
22.Which colour will you choose if you're not sure which is the best?
Orange, or red in winter.
23.Who is the one you love (secretly)?
Privacy, sorry.
24.Which is the movie you love most?
Star Wars.
25.Which is the food you love most?
Various kinds of meat.
26.How to reveal yourself in front of the one you love?
It depends on what she is like, but I prefer to be a little more straightforward.
27.What if your loved one no longer loves you?
If it is her deliberate choice, I'll let her go.
28.Do you care other's impression of you? Will you abandon your loved people or object for other's objection?
During all these years, I've been endeavouring make it possible for me to say "no" to both questions.
29.Are you satisfied with your lover? If you're single, do you want to stop being single?
I'm so satisfied with the current situation.
30.How long will you wait if she's late?
I don't know, but I've waited for 45 minutes once.
31.What is it like to love someone?
Support her to reach her own goal, make her happy, be ready to provide my shoulder or chest when she needs one to lean on.
32.When will you think of me?
What if I say "please refer to the answer of question No.3"?
33.What's your major goal in 2007?
Set out preparing for my first paper.
34.What is the purpose of being a human?
Conscience.
35.What if the one you love have no money? Will you marry him/her?
It is a question for girls mainly. If my lover despise me for my poverty, I'll not beg her to marry me.
36.What are friends like?
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
37.How to refuse the pursuers?
Again, it is a question for girls mainly. If I'm pursued by someone I don't love, I'll give her a chance to prove herself. If she still fail to affect me, I'll tell her about it while make every effort to reduce her pain.
38.What animal do you want to be the most?
Pussy cat.
39.What if you come across your ex-girlfriend when you're with your current?
Introduce them to each other.
40.What do you do in depression?
Tell someone I expect to be able to understand me. If there's not such one, I'll read like mad.
41.Which place is most suitable to sit staring blankly?
Anywhere, but I had better be alone.
42.Do you have any experience of "learn to value after lost"?
There's many such case, sorry for incapale of listing them here.
43.What is your impression of the word "psychology"?
An art to look inside others' heart.
44.Which kind of opposite-sex can provoke your imagination?
Gentle, elegant ones.
45.What did you do on St. Valentine's Day this year?
I visited Zhuhai Campus of SYSU with my parents and my cousin, believe or not.
46.What is the greatest change in you recently?
I don't know...
47.How long would you like to live?
I want to live until there's nothing fresh in this world for me.
48.Do you miss me these days? What exactly do you miss me for?
The answer will be too vague to be given here...I'll tell you when we meet next time.
49.What is your difference from others?
If I'm provoked, I'll devote in the conflict at all cost, even at the cost of friendship.
50.Recommend a book that you think is the best?
There's no such "best" book!
2007年8月8日星期三
Routine Report
These days, I've been deliberately reduce the time spent on SC--well, the actual reason is, the campaigns are getting more and more difficult! I've come to Zerg Campaign 10: Omega, but it is such a god-damned mission impossible! I, as a Cerebrate, always believe in air-superiority, the mutual cover of Muta-Devour and Guardians to siege and level the enemy base, and generally doesn't consider massing Hydra. However, there are too many air and anti-air units in this campaign. I'm considering rest for a while.
Inward Bound is still being read these days, but the original plan has been greatly delayed. It is not only due to my laziness or something. In fact, I don't spend much more time on computer and other entertainments now than at school. However, I can totally arrange my life in school, and no one could interfere my life style. Even if something are pre-arranged by others, like classes and exams, these are always announced ahead of time so that I can make some adjustment and won't feel uncomfortable. However, I have no such freedom at home. At least the time of my lunch and supper doesn't totally depend on myself, and these two interrupts of a day, when placed wrongly, will definitely disturb the whole day. Furthermore, as you can imagine, my parents are in opposite with most of my life-styles, though I've done it in school, and will do it when they cannot constrain me any longer. Hence, I have to adopt their way of life, which has a very significant negative effect on my reading.
So much for this
Inward Bound is still being read these days, but the original plan has been greatly delayed. It is not only due to my laziness or something. In fact, I don't spend much more time on computer and other entertainments now than at school. However, I can totally arrange my life in school, and no one could interfere my life style. Even if something are pre-arranged by others, like classes and exams, these are always announced ahead of time so that I can make some adjustment and won't feel uncomfortable. However, I have no such freedom at home. At least the time of my lunch and supper doesn't totally depend on myself, and these two interrupts of a day, when placed wrongly, will definitely disturb the whole day. Furthermore, as you can imagine, my parents are in opposite with most of my life-styles, though I've done it in school, and will do it when they cannot constrain me any longer. Hence, I have to adopt their way of life, which has a very significant negative effect on my reading.
So much for this
2007年8月7日星期二
The Questionnaire, Part 1
As I am a poor guy, nobody choose me to finish that famous "questionnaire". Hence, I'll pick myself to finish it.
1. If you see the one you love most sleeping deeply in front of you, what will you do?
Rip off her underwear and bra if she's not totally naked, then stick my huge cock into her cunt.
2. Write a song you love most.
Hotel California, for it's sufficiently lecherous.
3. When you don't know which color of clothes you should pick, what will you do?
Stay naked, so all will see how big my cock is.
4. What is the event you regret most in 2006?
Haven't found a girl for some nice intercourse.
5. What is the most affecting thing you came across in 2006?
Coming across a girl who was ready to offer her virginity to me, though she is such a dinosaur, but it's her virginity!
6. Whom do you prefer? your daddy or mummy?
I cannot have sex with either of them, so is this question meaningful?
7. List five things you want most.
a. having sex b. making love c. intercourse d. fucking e. mating
8. When is the last time you gave a sincere smile?
The last time when I ejaculated.
9. If you're given a chance of travelling in ANY place in the world...
I'll probably pick Amsterdam, a city famous for the red-light district there.
10.If you can invert the flowing of time, which day would you like to go back to?
The last time I had a chance to make love, but I abandoned due to my own silliness.
11.What is an ideal lover like in your mind?
Be ready to have sex with me anytime, anywhere, and in any position.
12.What are the three wishes you want most to come true?
have a beautiful girl to intercourse with me; have a skillful girl to fellatio for me; have a E-cup girl to tit-fuck with me.
13.What is your impression of mine?
You have either a cock or a cunt. So you can either stick or be stuck.
14.If you can possess a supernatural ability, which will you choose?
Multi-orgasm.
15.Which movie do you love best?
Titanic, for that scene in the carriage, so romantic, so hot!
16.If you're gonna meet the one you love, how will you be dressed?
I will not wear my underwear, so I don't have to do more undressing.
17.If you have afterlife, what do you hope to become?
Drone. Because they're born to fuck.
18.What is the food you love best?
Genital of whatever creature. That is, including flowers.
19.How to reveal yourself in front of the one you love?
Show her my dick and tell her that I've always been hoping to stick it into her cunt.
20.If the one you love don't love you, what will you do?
Rape her. Leave her no choice but being my possession.
21.Will you choose having sex before marriage?
If I'm tired of having sex will all kinds of different girls, I may choose to marry one of them.
To be continued...
1. If you see the one you love most sleeping deeply in front of you, what will you do?
Rip off her underwear and bra if she's not totally naked, then stick my huge cock into her cunt.
2. Write a song you love most.
Hotel California, for it's sufficiently lecherous.
3. When you don't know which color of clothes you should pick, what will you do?
Stay naked, so all will see how big my cock is.
4. What is the event you regret most in 2006?
Haven't found a girl for some nice intercourse.
5. What is the most affecting thing you came across in 2006?
Coming across a girl who was ready to offer her virginity to me, though she is such a dinosaur, but it's her virginity!
6. Whom do you prefer? your daddy or mummy?
I cannot have sex with either of them, so is this question meaningful?
7. List five things you want most.
a. having sex b. making love c. intercourse d. fucking e. mating
8. When is the last time you gave a sincere smile?
The last time when I ejaculated.
9. If you're given a chance of travelling in ANY place in the world...
I'll probably pick Amsterdam, a city famous for the red-light district there.
10.If you can invert the flowing of time, which day would you like to go back to?
The last time I had a chance to make love, but I abandoned due to my own silliness.
11.What is an ideal lover like in your mind?
Be ready to have sex with me anytime, anywhere, and in any position.
12.What are the three wishes you want most to come true?
have a beautiful girl to intercourse with me; have a skillful girl to fellatio for me; have a E-cup girl to tit-fuck with me.
13.What is your impression of mine?
You have either a cock or a cunt. So you can either stick or be stuck.
14.If you can possess a supernatural ability, which will you choose?
Multi-orgasm.
15.Which movie do you love best?
Titanic, for that scene in the carriage, so romantic, so hot!
16.If you're gonna meet the one you love, how will you be dressed?
I will not wear my underwear, so I don't have to do more undressing.
17.If you have afterlife, what do you hope to become?
Drone. Because they're born to fuck.
18.What is the food you love best?
Genital of whatever creature. That is, including flowers.
19.How to reveal yourself in front of the one you love?
Show her my dick and tell her that I've always been hoping to stick it into her cunt.
20.If the one you love don't love you, what will you do?
Rape her. Leave her no choice but being my possession.
21.Will you choose having sex before marriage?
If I'm tired of having sex will all kinds of different girls, I may choose to marry one of them.
To be continued...
2007年8月5日星期日
My Opinion Towards the Movie Elizabeth
Major: Physics Pony 05322001
It seems that the true history itself might be “formal”, “educational”, etc., but it cannot attract the audience in the cinema. Therefore, be absolutely faithful to the true history may do no good to the—box office. So, if you want to make a movie based on history, you have to do make some proper modifications. You have to neglect those dull, unattractive detail, and add some popular elements like suspense, foreshadowing, plots, murders, duals, wars, love, sex, etc., right? Well, let me get to the point. What I want to say is, the producer of the movie Elizabeth seemed to have mastered such tactics to an amazing extent, and thus he made a fantastic movie. To be honest, though the task of our group was to gather information about Elizabeth, I dare not say I’m acquainted to the true history. Thus I will humbly focus on the movie only.
The actress as Elizabeth was pretty beautiful, even sexy, she made her role a hot chick in many aspects, though I doubt if she managed to express the authority and formidable blood of a monarch in Britain—well, she needn’t, actually, that won’t do much good to attract the eyes of audiences. Her dance with Dudley was pretty professional. I think the Elizabeth I shall be a bit more “queenly” and looked more “royal” than the one in the movie, but it won’t contribute to the box office. We have seen too much about Elizabeth’s queenly appearance, which make her too sacred to reach. He behaviors in private (like her preparation for the declaration of the Acts of Uniformity) made her a vivid, ordinary lady with her own flesh and blood. The actor as Dudley appeared in several famous movies like Shakespeare In Love and Enemies at the Gate, and what impressed me most was those carnal scenes in SIL, in which he plunged his cock time and time again into the cunt of that young virginal lady, and the scenes convinced me that he had got talent in sex. He did quite well in all the carnal scenes in Elizabeth, and I’ll explain that later. Besides, he did quite a good job in dancing with Elizabeth and other scenes. Another role that impressed me was that French noble, he’s such a lovely lecher and playboy!
Each play or movie has its conflict, and the conflict in the movie was mainly the contradiction on religion problem. Well, her supporting the Puritanism in England was a main contribution of Elizabeth, but that’s definitely why she’d got so many enemies. However, presenting those complicated details may irritate the audiences, so the simplification was acceptable.
Hooray! Finally we come to the part of sex in this movie. Before that, I’ve never imagined that a movie about the “Virgin Queen” can add so much elements of sex. The way of realizing it is to make Elizabeth a girl with her own carnal desire and longing for a big cock plunging into her juicy pussy as any other girls. She made love with that handsome Dudley, but the scene was rather implicit, maybe it’s because that a close-up of Dudley fucking Elizabeth might provoke someone. That French noble was a god-damned nut and playboy. When he first met Elizabeth, he gave her a big kiss and asked “When we’re both naked in bed…” It almost laughed me to death. Dudley—it should be—fucking that handmaiden of Elizabeth was really attractive indeed.
Generally speaking, it’s a successful Hollywood movie.
2007年8月4日星期六
Untitled...
Today(technically speaking), before I went to bed at 2 a.m., I finished reading the immortal Chinese play The Peace Blossom Fan. I'd heard of it since 8 or earlier, I knew its plot, but I never had a change to finish reading it. Impressive, it is. The playwright, a descendant of Confucius himself, showed extraordinary skill. However, I don't think it romantic, though all the plots are centered on the romance between the hero and the heroine. In fact, it's quite anti-romantic. (The word reminds me of Jane Austen!) Besides, the illustrations are also very cute.
Today, Jumping Fish came to visit us in our villa for the invitation from my father. Though it was very exhilarating to see her again, I always hate to meet girls when my parents are present. In fact, I didn't even want them to know my relationship with Jumping Fish. It makes us both very happy to maintain the "status quo". Even if the situation must change, it's personal affair between us, and have nothing to do with my parents. However, I still enjoyed myself when they were not present. I took a nap with my head lying on her shoulder. (Generally speaking, it's the boy who should offer the shoulder, but she was not sleepy then and was content to do it.) It's fairly sweet, romantic to do things like this.
The god-damned course registration turned out to be a mess. Obviously, there is possibility that the professors in UST will discriminate exchange students from the "less developed" mainland. Damn it! I sent an email to my "buddy", in hope that he'd give me a satisfactory reply.
Today, Jumping Fish came to visit us in our villa for the invitation from my father. Though it was very exhilarating to see her again, I always hate to meet girls when my parents are present. In fact, I didn't even want them to know my relationship with Jumping Fish. It makes us both very happy to maintain the "status quo". Even if the situation must change, it's personal affair between us, and have nothing to do with my parents. However, I still enjoyed myself when they were not present. I took a nap with my head lying on her shoulder. (Generally speaking, it's the boy who should offer the shoulder, but she was not sleepy then and was content to do it.) It's fairly sweet, romantic to do things like this.
The god-damned course registration turned out to be a mess. Obviously, there is possibility that the professors in UST will discriminate exchange students from the "less developed" mainland. Damn it! I sent an email to my "buddy", in hope that he'd give me a satisfactory reply.
2007年8月3日星期五
Some of My Protests Yesterday
Yesterday, I completed, in some sense, the course registration in HKUST. "In some sense" means that, I just submitted my registration, but most of these are "awaiting decision". Most of the courses, except the ones for freshman, have some "prerequisite" courses i.e. one must have passes some other courses before taking a more advanced course. Pretty reasonable, isn't it? However, I am an exchange student, and though I have passes equivalent courses in SYSU, I, technically speaking, fail to meet such prerequisites. Fortunately, I'm permitted to attach a note to the corresponding professors and explain the reason why I believe I'm qualified to take his course without meeting the conditions. Here are some I wrote yesterday.
PHYS321 Thermodynamics and Statistical Physics
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken 2 courses, named "Heat Physics" and "Introductroy Theoretical Physics (Mechanics and Thermodynamics)", in freshman and sophomore years respectively. In these, I have been taught the fundamental knowledge of Thermodynamics, such as Maxwell relations, and of Statistical Physics, such as Gibbs distribution and Maxwell-Boltzmann distribution. Hence, I think I'm capable of taking Course PHYS321.
PHYS382 Computational Physics II
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. I have been learning programming for over eight years, and I am fairly familiar with C as well as Matlab and Mathematica, though I've just began to learn Fortran. During the sophomore year, I've learned the basic skills of computational physics, such as the numerical solution of ODE. Hence, I think I am capable of taking course PHYS382.
(by the time of publication, this enrollment has been accepted)
PHYS342 Nuclear and Particle Physics
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken 2 courses, named "Atomic Physics" and "Quantum Mechanics", in freshman and sophomore years respectively, and have received relatively good mark in both. In these, I have been taught of the fundamental knowledge of quantum mechanics as well as nucleus and elementary particles. Hence, I think I am capable of taking course PHYS342.
PHYS351 Structure and Defects of Materials
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken the course "Heat Physics", which provided an introduction of some topics discussed in your course PHYS250, such as crystal structures, phase transformations and phase diagrams. Not satisfied with these, I have been reading books like Introduction to Solid State Physics by C. Kittel, which gave a much more profound discussion on those topics and some topics to be discussed in course PHYS351. Hence, I think I am capable of taking PHYS351.
PHYS321 Thermodynamics and Statistical Physics
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken 2 courses, named "Heat Physics" and "Introductroy Theoretical Physics (Mechanics and Thermodynamics)", in freshman and sophomore years respectively. In these, I have been taught the fundamental knowledge of Thermodynamics, such as Maxwell relations, and of Statistical Physics, such as Gibbs distribution and Maxwell-Boltzmann distribution. Hence, I think I'm capable of taking Course PHYS321.
PHYS382 Computational Physics II
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. I have been learning programming for over eight years, and I am fairly familiar with C as well as Matlab and Mathematica, though I've just began to learn Fortran. During the sophomore year, I've learned the basic skills of computational physics, such as the numerical solution of ODE. Hence, I think I am capable of taking course PHYS382.
(by the time of publication, this enrollment has been accepted)
PHYS342 Nuclear and Particle Physics
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken 2 courses, named "Atomic Physics" and "Quantum Mechanics", in freshman and sophomore years respectively, and have received relatively good mark in both. In these, I have been taught of the fundamental knowledge of quantum mechanics as well as nucleus and elementary particles. Hence, I think I am capable of taking course PHYS342.
PHYS351 Structure and Defects of Materials
I am an exchange-in student from Sun Yat-sen University, China. Before coming to HKUST, I have taken the course "Heat Physics", which provided an introduction of some topics discussed in your course PHYS250, such as crystal structures, phase transformations and phase diagrams. Not satisfied with these, I have been reading books like Introduction to Solid State Physics by C. Kittel, which gave a much more profound discussion on those topics and some topics to be discussed in course PHYS351. Hence, I think I am capable of taking PHYS351.
2007年8月2日星期四
Happy Birthday!
Long Life to Lord Darth Maverick
1986.8.2-
Today we are here to celebrate the 21st birthday of Lord Darth Maverick, a legendary Sith Lord, long-term actual leader of the Remnant Sith, and my best male friend ever.
An article in memory of legendary fellowship between us will be released soon.
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