Anti-China & Anti-Mainland (I)

One of the advantages in Hong Kong is that, we can receive a lot of information about anti-Mainland and anti-China.


Unlike mainland, Hong Kong, in principle, permits all sorts of viewpoints to express and prove themselves, however ridiculous they seem. "Should it be absurd, the people can easily dump it; if it is accepted by some people, then it must be right to some extent." It really make one from Mainland like me feels exhilarating when some much voice that cannot be heard in Mainland are heard. Even they are essencially negative.


Chinese people are always proud, thinking themselves superior than any other race on this planet, and loves to boast themselves and their homeland. In fact, these flaws are more or less shared by all the nations. However, when I've heard too much of these bullshits, I look forward to something for a change. That's why the first time when I came across anti-China things, I felt excited rather than angry. However, as I was reading more and more about these, I gradually changed my mind.


The reason why I used to find some of the anti-China exhilarating is that so much truth and history has been deliberately distorted, modified, and even hidden by CCP from the people. One of them is "two to the sixth power". Therefore, when I read about them, when some information are confirmed to be true, my feeling is so similar to that of Harry when he discovered some of Dumbledore's ungraceful history that has been hidden from the public. I never think it wise to hide the truth, especially from the public. If the government just acknowledge your behavior and explain them to the public, people may or may not forgive the wrongdoers, but most of the them will accept and appreciate the honesty. Nothing can be hidden for good. If the public found that the government attempted to hide something, they will definitely get more angry. Hence, I enjoyed reading and watching things about the dark side of the CCP and of our race. I even tried to search for such videos on the Internet (another advantage of studying in UST is that: I can get access to whatever website that might be blocked by GFW.) However, after I stayed up until 4:00 a.m. this morning to watch a huge amount of such videos along with their comments (mostly by Western people), I began to think otherwise.

Most of the comments can fall into two sorts. One is what a great threat (to what? absolute power of US?) China is, such like our ambition in military. The other is how vile the Chinese people is, such like how they export unqualified things to Western world (like pet food and toothpaste). The reason why I'm annoyed by these comments is not their viewpoint--I welcome all kinds of different voice and enjoy judging something from many different aspects. It is their innocence that annoyed me most. Most of these fools didn't bother actually learning about the actual China before uttering these craps. I used to think that western people are more civilized and better educated comparing to us, and now I found that there are also a considerable number of idiots who is no wiser than those Chinese guys to whom I've shown my worst contempt.

Though I'm not a over-sensitive guy and am ready to tolerate slight offending. Some fools in China cannot accept a dictionary in which the word "Chink" can be looked up, because they actually feel that China is inferior and just wanna conceal it by continuous claiming the opposite thing. However, I definitely hate racialism, and should I be called as "Chink" by a white guy, I'll definitely has his ass kicked. I acknowledge all the ugliness in the nature of Chinese people, but if anybody considers it as a reason to discriminate us, to insult us, or to look down upon us, I'll definitely fight back.

I've read a lot about the disgraceful truth about China that has been originally hidden from us, and I've accepted them all. I LOVE MY HOMELAND SO MUCH DESPISE ALL THOSE I NEWLY KNEW. In fact, I began to love it better. I finally found why many guys become enthusiastic patriots after living aboard. I don't think China, or Chinese people, is superior than any of you, but I don't think we are inferior in any aspect, either. If anybody think we Chinese shouldn't be so proud and must accept our flaws and problems, that's fine. If anybody ever think we Chinese should look down upon ourselves or try to discriminate us for our flaws, I'll be the first one to shatter him into millions of pieces that spread onto the ground.